Early in the morning

God, you are amazing:). I woke up this morning, and though it was daylight savings time, for some reason, after 8 am I wasnt able to fall back asleep. I decided to make my time productive and start early on my devotions with him. Yesturday I forgot to do them which I felt bad for, and thus, i decided to start early today. It's so nice to wake up with Jesus and have the whole dorm be really quiet. I read Psalm 5 today and it stated that "In the morning, he hears my prayers" and that was sooo encouraging beacuse for the last couple days, I have felt as if God has not listened to my prayers because I have been neglecting him.

"Jesus, paid it all. all to him I owe. Sin has left a crimson stain, he washed it white as snow"...wow Jesus, how amazing you are. You deserve my praise, mny time, my love, my DEVOTION.

Dear Jesus, Thank you for helping me realize your importance, your value and work these last couple days. I want to draw nearer to you and I thank you esepcially for the people that you have put into my life like Sarah Wireman who writes me encouraging verses everyday and leaves them on my door. i thank you for Heidi and the love that she expresses for you and the committment that we have decided on. i thank you that you are working in my life. I want to live Psalm 15 and be blameless in your sight always. Thank you for continusouly giving me forgiviness and grace:)

Frustrations

I don't understand why some people can be one way and then completely change and be someone else?

Why does the devil come into our lives and tempt us, and why are we so weak to fall into those temptations?1

Why do I pretend my life is perfect and good when really I struggle just the same?

What good of a christian am I if I cant even have my own quiet time with God...he waits for me to come to him every morning, but I make up excuses like I have to put on mascara and my earrings and simply ignore Gods call to go and spend time with him.

What if one day I just didnt wake up?! I would stand in front of God and what if he were to ask me why I did not wake up and spend time with him?! I would have nothing to say. I would be ashamed and also guilty of my sin.

We go about our lives, school, work, people and just forgot about God. We think that our lives are more important than God and thus, we do not feel so bad when we dont spend any time with him:(. I am a hyporcrite....a theif...a sinner, and someone who does not deserve the breath in my body.

Everyday he gives to us as a gift. We end up wasting it on things like homework and simply, things like watching television or listening to music that has no purpose other than makes us feel good, or makes us forget

This world is so corrupt.

How can I be different?! Am I any different?!

:(...Lord I am sorry that I do not wake up everyday and thank you for the day that you have given me. I am sorry that I am not ever thankful enough for the life that you let me to have. the people you surround me with. i am sorry that I am stubborn, selfish, wicked and in need of you. thank you for coming back to me, regardless of my many flaws...

you truly do love me:)

Back at Lu, and I'm glad to be back and also glad to see what God has in store for me:) I think it's going to be a good year and I get to start out Fresh again (which is always nice). Just gotta buy my books and organize and I'm good to go:)

My sister is cool and REAL good at tennis--I'm proud of her.

Luke is amazing and makes me happy:)

I miss my parents...

Right Now--

Kim gets letters:(

Simple PLan rocks my socks

I miss her and hope that she is having fun being in Romania.

The way he gripped my hand and told me some passage in the Bible will always be on my mind, and I hope that one day, I can ask him what he really meant what he said that. One day i'll get to sit down with my grandaddy again and hear his stories of how he had to take care of his 5 younger sisters and how he fell in love with grama.

They play mail tic-tac-toe:(

facebook?

so basically, my facebook has stopped working for some reason:( and that makes me REAL sad \, haha, how lame am i eh>!Yesturday was my birthday and I had a lot of fun~ My friends came over and we had fun wtaching my favourite movie (never been kissed) and lol, somewhat playing frizebee outside~

Overall, it was a good day.

I wish facebook could work so that I could check my messages:(